I have some games to play at ICCF that are midway through and my opponents are a bit tardy/lackadaisical responding so I get a few days off chess now and then - restful but I get the opportunity to at least consider what to expect from them when they do respond. So I was looking forward to a very restful period ahead when kaboom my name pops up in a Final - I am playing White starting in a couple of weeks against a gaggle of >2400 ELO IM's/SIM's and the ghost of Xmas Future too maybe ..
With this performance you've got to wonder how soon before I'm hung, drawn and quartered ..
(I know I posted this chart- seems I deleted it and forgot to re-up ..
)As you can see not much progress in over 20 years
.. just realized what a CRAP player I really am instead of the GM level I thought I was .. in my dreams .. 
